Im content & satisfied as to who i am. Finally feeling like nothing is being hidden finally feeling like i dont need to pretend to be someone else for anyone. Finally really enjoying the tiniest things and ready to be blown away by anything. I think liberated is the word im looking for. Although at the very same time i see how this drifting apart thing is gonna take its own course. You have been absolutely the worst friend that you have been. I know you are prob not doing it on purpose because i do this too but i just never thought this day would actually come. Feeling wishful for something miraculous to happen. Frustrated too see this happen. Hopeless for which i dont know how to fix it and finally tired for i have tried to give you the excuses but it just wont help.